Fragged and re-spawned (ugh.. Another sporadic entry)
Guess what, I’m back online! woo! Well, it’s been a hell of a month. Lots had happened and I don’t know where to start. I’m feeling worn out to be honest. Our Productivity stats at work has been doing really really good lately and I guess I was too caught up with work that I became oblivious of so many things I love doing. I was in a state of mild bliss. On a positive note, the hiatus made me channel all the wasted extra time online into a more socially engaged activities. That’s good right?
My girl was kind enough to invite me for an out of town swimming a couple of weeks ago. It’s summer, perfect time to go out and swim. I forgot the name of the resort but it was jam-packed with people when we got there. We had a great time to say the least - her family has been really good to me. Meet the three sisters

Speaking of family, my life has totally changed right after my sister moved out of the country. You’ll be surprised to know how much I’ve changed (washing my own clothes and cooking food is something that I don’t do before. haha!). I can say that I’m more responsible and mature now than when I was with my sister that I can totally depend on. Living alone isn’t so bad. I get to play my favorite music all night without disturbing anyone. I can watch DVD movies anytime I want. Total freedom.

Now this is freedom -> I have tried a new MMORPG lately and I was kind of hooked up. It’s called Cabal Online. The local servers are going to be up late this month or early next month but I wanted to to try the game so bad that I downloaded the US version. There’s an IP ban but thanks to a nifty little program called “smart hide”. It’s a small application that allows you to change your IP to some pre-defined IPs in the application including a US IP address which will allow you to play mmorpgs outside your country with IP bans. Check out my girly character hehe.
My PSP has been the center of my gaming world for the past few days. I installed the game
called God of War and man, this game rocks my socks!!! The graphics is stunning. The gameplay is simple - hack and slash - but I like the story. Greek mythology is one of my favorites, the gods and goddesses are part of the game story. The best part for me is when Kratos is fighting with Persephone - the wife of Hades. I felt sorry for Atlas though, condemned to hold up the world in his shoulder, Zeus is a bully. The only downside for the game is it’s a little short. The main boss is the queen of the underworld - Persephone. I was actually hoping to kick Hades ass in the end, a total disappointment. There’s a sequel to the game and it has been released for PS 2 console - it’s called God of War 2. I can’t wait for the PSP version, release date is yet to be announced.
Anyway, I’ve been trying to cut down my expenses lately and I’m failing miserably. God.. the idea is there but damn it I can’t control myself. I’m starting to hate malls. I’m no good at saving but I know that cutting down expenses means more money in my pocket. That gives me an option wether to save the extra money or spend it wisely. I’d rather save it though. There’s just no conscious effort on my part to NOT spend. Well, I’ll try harder.
A friend hates me. He’s a co-worker who is pissed on something that I do. If you don’t want to talk to me, then fucking don’t. One is only friends when it suits them. I already explained my side. My only fault is when I told you that there will be changes in last month’s report that I’m going to separate some tasks that you do just to be fair to everyone in the team, I merely assumed you understand that it’s going to affect your total output. I was goddamn wrong. What pisses me off is you started alienating some of my friends too like we’re on a god damn conspiracy. I understand if you’ll hate me but for fuck sakes, why them? If you want a skip level, go ahead. I’m not backing off.
ugh. I don’t want to ruin my day. bye for now.